01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?

-Johan tar fram det bästa från mig, han får mig att må bra, tänka bra, känna mig självsäker och nöjd med mig själv. Han höjer upp mig och förgyller min vardag. Han har en fin personlighet, är trevlig, intressant, underbar och den där rumpan kan göra vem som helst kär!! Men han är min!
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?

-Just nu mina framlår för att jag har träningsvärk

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?

-Undrar vad jag drömmer om inatt
04: what are you listening to?

-Ingenting
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?

-Prov.....
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?

-Hemma i soffan och ser på idol. Jennifer tittar alltid på det ;)
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

-Ja <3
08: sex on the first date?

-Njae, beror på om det ska bli något mer elr nt. men vem vet^^
09: kiss on the first date?

-jadå
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?

-ja <3
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

-ja! kunder förändra lite kroppsligt men det håller jag på med!
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?

-ja!
13: what are three things you did today?

-school, träning, köpte glasögon
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?

-have them over.
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?

-vanliga extra
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?

-ja
17: what is on your wrists right now?

-socks
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?

-ja
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?

-jag hoppas att J har de <3
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?

-yes
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?

-yes
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?

-nope
23: how have you felt today?

-happy
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?

-gör något roligt
25: what is wrong with you right now?

-finns för många fel för att kunna ta upp alla...
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?

-yes
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?

-starbucks
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?

-för att vi passad inte samt att det var en illusion av kärlek jag behövde för att klara av min vardag då jag gick igenom något tufft
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?

-21-22
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

-igår
31: what were you doing an hour ago?

-åt sushi
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?

-Johan fyller år, sedan inte så mkt mer inplanerat.
33: are you wearing jeans right now?

-nej
34: are you a patient person?

-nej
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?

-Ja bra mycket mer än tre månader!<3

36: favorite color?

-red

37: did you have a dream last night?

-yes
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

-no
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?

-Johan <3
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?

-Ja
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

-yes
42: do you like meeting new people?

-ja
43: are you afraid of falling in love?

-ja, för jag är rädd för att bli sårad
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?

-ja
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

-ja
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?

-ja

cet att jag inte kmr blogga sedan när jag kmr hem så ni får en liten snabb update :) idag har jag shoppat, underkläder och skor sedan har jag spenderat fyra timmar på klubben. Först tränade jag en timme, säck och sedan bröst o triceps. Sedan höll jag i ett pass med oscar och arthur. Kidbox, barnmellan 7-10år. Jätte gulliga små liv :) kommrr hålla det passet nu i tre veckor och sedan varrannan helg eller oftare :) Dessutom kommer jag vara med som hjälptränare på oscars pass :) Efter kidbox hjälpte jag och oscar, arthur med vuxen nnybörjare och nu är jag på väg hemåt. Oscar var en räddare i nöden som hämtade en laddare hemma så att jag fick lite batteri ;)

Den här helgen har det inte hänt så mycket. Har varit hemma och tagit det lugnt bara samt varit och tränat. Skulle till Zitas födelsedagsfest i fredags men jag orkade verkligen inte, hade träningsvärk och helt slut efter veckans studier. Igår var jag på klubben och tränade, inhandlade en kökslampa, åt thaibuffé och sedan tog jag det lugnt. Idag är det tränign samt att jag ska hålla pass med Arthur. Kul!!:) Plus att jag ska plugga, vill ha en dag i veckan där jag inte pluggar alls utan verkligen tar det lugnt och det gjorde jag igår.

Lite konstigt att inte vakna upp bredvid Johan som spenderar helgen med vänner i Halmstad men så är det ibland. Bara några få dagar till han kommer upp till mig nästa helg :)

Trevligt, som jag saknar en person. Hur kan det vara möjligt att göra det? Helt ofattbart.

Idag klockan 17.00 kommer tv4 sända en dokumentär om en tjej som heter Matilda. Det är en otroligt stark 16åring som sitter i rullstol och kör trav. I trailern till dokumentären så säger hon "Det värsta är inte att sitta i rullstol, utan att aldrig kunna rida igen" Det var lite så jag kände när jag insåg att mitt knä aldrig kommer att hålla för att tävla eller att rida kontinuerligt. Jag var tvungen att inse att jag inte skulle kunna fortsätta hoppa eller träna, jag var tvungen att lägga av. Men Matilda hon har fortsatt och bevisar för sverige (och världen) att bara för att man sitter i rullstol, betyder inte det att du lär lägga av med det du älskar. 

Jag brukar klicka in på Matildas blogg då och då och den är verkligen något att rekommendera 

http://skogsrusset.se/ 

Who is she?

An aura of gentleness and tenderness surrounds the very charming Ronja  . Feminine from head to toe, she is pleasant, conciliatory and particularly sensitive. Her deeply emotional and thin-skinned nature could be a source of difficulty: impressionable and suggestible, Ronja   is highly permeable to the atmosphere of wherever she happens to be. Such receptivity, while it favours the development of her artistic talents, can also result in feelings of anxiety or fear. She often tends to panic when faced with challenging situations, such as an exam or an encounter with the unknown. On the other hand, she is capable of giving the very best of herself when she feels at ease with her environment. Ronja   is a gentle dreamer who is imaginative - fanciful even, and fascinated by the magical and marvellous, any hint of which brings her to life. She loathes the routine and in her eyes, truly living means abandoning oneself to the countless sensations and emotions of existence and delighting in the fruit of a rich, active imagination. The lower notes of material reality leave her stone cold. Quite often in life, Ronja   evolves through identification: she may play the piano because she was charmed by a virtuoso who fascinates her, or she may choose to partake in an activity to make a loved one happy or keep a dear friend company. Everything revolves around her feelings and she makes a wonderful friend - attentive, helpful, available and capable of giving sound advice. Humane and generous, she doesn´t mind sacrificing her time to help others. If she is able to live up to the vibrations of her master number, Ronja   will be successful in the realization of her humanist and idealistic aspirations. She will thereby have the opportunity to achieve personal fulfilment and become somebody of great influence through sharing and participation in groups or associations with a social, humanitarian, mystical or political agenda. If life and circumstances do not allow her to accomplish her high ideals she will take refuge in fantasy and dream her life, since she is unable to live her dreams... She could even relinquish her responsibilities in an attempt to feel secure through submission, passivity and dependence. As a child, Ronja   is a little angel who needs plenty of tenderness, love and affection. The outside world frightens her so she tends to seek comfort in the safety of her mother´s presence. If her family are unable to provide the emotional support that she requires,Ronja   could easily choose the path of passive opposition and laziness, neglecting her school work and escaping into her inner world... She has a talent for music and her parents would be wise to encourage her to make the most of this very special gift.

What does she like?
Sociable and extroverted, she appreciates the company of others and is a sentimental and romantic soul who dreams of the day she will meet her Prince Charming. However, an emotional injury is likely to result in her shutting herself away in her ivory tower. Make no mistake, if she appears distant and reserved it is almost certainly because she is so terribly shy. An extremely feminine lady, romantic life and motherhood are of fundamental importance because tenderness is as essential as oxygen to her. She has a profound sense of friendship and enjoys cooperating in group activities, although she will need to feel galvanized because her natural inclination is to contemplation and languor. She is quite individualistic, narcissistic and a little self-centred, who enjoys giving vent to her emotions and confiding in those she trusts. She is also extremely sensual and voracious, quite the Epicurean...

What does she do?

Education is not necessarily her area of predilection, unless she has strong motivations to undertake a program of study. Nevertheless, she possesses an excellent memory and a gift for understanding the workings of the human mind which makes her clever, perceptive and rather critical. She could therefore be attracted to the social sciences (psychology, sociology, childcare and education), especially if she was born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th or 29th day of the month, or if she has a life Path Number of 2 or 11. Otherwise, she may be tempted by a career in connection with broadcasting, the press, travel, art, communication or possibly even parapsychology - especially if her birthday falls on a 9th, 18th or 27th. If she chooses to side-step professional responsibility she would make a wonderful colleague or an accomplished housewife...

A: Age. -17
B: Where I'm from. - Skutskär
C: Where I would like to live. - Australia or Ireland, äller Norrland!
D: Favourite food. - Hmm everything
E: Religion. - idiots
F: Sexual orientation. - hetro
G: Single/taken. - taken
H: Favourite book. - en nästan vanlig man
I: Eye colour. - blue
J: Favourite movie. - tough one. Million dollar baby
K: Favourite TV show. - true blood
L: Favourite band/singer. - radical something
M: Random fact about me. - I am psychopath
N: Favorite day of the year. - everyday
O: Favourite colour. - red
P: If I have any pets; if so, their names.
Q: What I'm listening to right now. - papas voice
R: Last movie I've watched.- iron man 3
S: What's my ringtone. - hungry 
T: Favourite male character from a TV show. - dean winchester
U: Favourite female character from a TV show. - pam
V: What my name means. - I have no idea
W: Favourite superhero. - batman
X: Celebrity crush. - TOM HARDY!!!!!
Y: My birthday. - April 2
Z: Ever self-harmed? - yeah

Har verkligen köttat denna vecka. Träning, skola, träning skola, en massa sushi! Händer just nu inte så mycket intressanta saker. Har jätte mycket i skolan och tränar på kvällningen. Idag blev det bäkpress och flyes i ca 8 set var samt så var jag sekond till några matchsparringar. Kul kul! Kommer ha kidbox varje/varrannan söndag hädanefter samt hjälpa till som dels hjälptränare och ta andra pass med Oscar o Carina, jättekul! Bra erfarenheter och att träna ledarskap och förmågan att lära ut :) Pedagogiken lär sitta!